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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2008|05:55 pm]
i pretty sure its a bob seger kind of moment right now. 
man i am apathetic right now. i am all kinds of morose.
i have realized today that i dont have anyone i can tell personal problems to these days.
where did everyone go? i used to have a list of those people.
whatever, sometimes it is hard to keep people close when you get older.
everyone moves on with their own lives.
and i am always five steps behind....
i dont know why but thats how it is.
by the way
you need to go listen to NIGHT MOVES.
that is all
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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2007|09:32 am]
it is 9:30 am and i have been drinking mimosas for an hour.
i am sitting in jessicas bed,but she is at work.
she gave me an annie leibovitz book for xmas yesterday
and i am feeling inspired right now
i need to take advantageof this inspiration and go on a picture excursion

i am ready to celebrate the ending of this horrible year also....
this year has been nothing but horrible to me and i am ready to  celebrate new yearseve like no other
i will let you know how that turns out.
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lets roll [Jun. 5th, 2007|03:24 pm]

Wow I really haven’t written in this for a long time.

So many things have been going on.

I am going through major changes right now.

I cant believe the major events that have happened in just the last two months.

I can’t believe James has died.

I can’t believe Debbie has as well.

I had my Dui and night in jail and now im paying off my bail.

And AA classes are soon to come oh what fun oh so much fun.

And ive changed a lot

My mind has changed

My thoughts have changed

My ways have changed

And its probably for the better

Althought it feels like for the worse.

But im still happy despite everything

And I have good friends

And people who love me

And people who help me

And people there for me

And I thank god for that because everything would be too much

But now I’m back

And feeling more like me

And that is all I really wanted.


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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2007|02:03 pm]

Paranoia strikes deep
Into your life it will creep
It starts when you're always afraid
You step out of line, the man come and take you away

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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2007|01:54 pm]
i can dress up in my peacoat
with the big furry hood.
i can throw some red lipstick on
with a little bit of gloss.
throw some sean lennon on
and some of that avante-garde.
and trust it will look classy
and she thinks i have money
and thinks im lying when i say i dont.
and then my smile throws her off
and then her smile throws me off.
and then his smile throws me off.
and that girl on the sidewalk with that strange look on her face.
and that boy sitting next to her with that destrutive frown.
and the $6 that i gave her i was sure would go to some sort of drink.
maybe not enough for vodka, but enough for a morning beer.
and she made me a flower
out of a palm leaf
and i wasnt going to take it
but she insisted.
and i took it. and they smiled. a smile that threw me off.
and she said now i can get breakfast.
and i was sure it was going to some sort of a drink. maybe not enough for vodka, but enough for beer i think.
and i drove up to my house
and back down towards the beach
and on my way to work, after grabbing some coffee.
i see her and that boy.
and they are coming out of jack in the box.
and she has her breakfast.
and it is not vodka
and it is not a beer.
and it throws me off.
and it makes me smile.
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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2007|01:58 pm]

youre doing it again.



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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2007|08:55 am]

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this weekend was fun. [May. 30th, 2006|12:48 pm]
birds of a feather.....
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i like these people.........most of the time [May. 23rd, 2006|05:08 pm]
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ok bye.
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(no subject) [May. 20th, 2006|12:18 pm]
[Current Location |my bedroom]
[Current Mood |highi feel like im 15 again.]
[Current Music |turn into]

i hear it in my head real low....

last night was crazy
mucho mucho drinking and smoking and confusion and ending up at my casa randomly. badelay was badelay again and jessica was silent. jake was drunk and marty was wasted. i was for once the sober one and remember every little detail. now martys in dreamland playing super nintendo and we've smoked too much mota and hangovers are the best when all you want to do is drive to the cliffs and keep smoking. a tall can sounds nice. whos off of work today its saturday lets get the party started.
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